Suddenly There was a Pop, and a Slight Jerk of the Gun By
Greg ChapmanDecember 5, 2008 11:00 AM
Kasey TrossMother of TwoTo say that I was nervous as I placed the protective earmuffs over my head and adjusted the safety glasses on my nose would be an understatement. In truth, I was shaking like a leaf, and though I'm no expert, I'm pretty sure that that is not the best condition in which to fire a gun. I had fired a weapon once before, but despite the best intentions of my concerned husband, the experience was borderline traumatic for me. This was my second try at the shooting range, only this time with an entire camera crew (and eventually, all of America) as my audience. My hopes for this being a less traumatic experience were wavering.
I had come here as a result of an unsettling home break-in some months before, during which I realized how vulnerable I could be in a dangerous situation. There are few things more terrifying than thinking you could lose your life and be unable to protect either your children or yourself at the hands of a violent attacker. I had decided that it was time to stop being the victim, and to learn to protect myself with the best tool for the job, no matter how much I feared it: a gun. But my resolve didn't make the process any easier.
"There are few things more terrifying than thinking you could lose your life and be unable to protect either your children or yourself at the hands of a violent attacker."As I stood in the narrow space of the stall with my patient instructor, Adam, a former bounty hunter, I'm sure that my expression behind the glasses must have given me away, because his verbal assurances were becoming more and more frequent. He went over the basics with me again while we waited for the go-ahead from the director. Finally, it was time.
I loaded the gun with shaking and fumbling fingers as Adam continued to coach me. I'm not sure how many bullets I dropped, but he didn't seem to care so neither did I. I had completely forgotten what to do once the bullets were in, so he gently reminded me to pull back the slide to chamber the first round. And then I was ready.
I was hyper-aware of the direction the gun was pointing as I carefully held it in both hands and slowly raised my straightened arms, while behind me Adam spoke quietly, reminding me to just relax (easy for him to say) and focus on the sights, letting everything else fade into the background. I took a breath and adjusted my grip as I tried to concentrate on what he was saying. He told me to pull back on the trigger, slowly, slowly, no hurry, just pull slowly, just like in the classroom when we dry-fired. I began to squeeze the trigger as gently as I could, while vague memories of that panicked night drifted through my mind and caused my heart to pound all the more.
Suddenly there was a pop, and a slight jerk of the gun.
I lowered my arms and blinked a few times, looking at the blank white piece of paper that had been placed on the board seven yards in front of me. Exactly in the center of the paper was a hole. I looked down at the gun, and for the first time since my venture into the world of guns had begun, I felt a genuine smile spread across my face...
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