daisygldn
Nov 10 2004, 09:18 PM
Tell them to apply at the closest VA hospital. I believe that PTSD is receiving a 10% disability currently and that is enough to get meds and treatment for as long as is needed, but it is imperative that they be diagnosed by a VA Doctor in the Comp and Pen Clinic so they can get proper compensation and treatment. They can apply in Person, Online or by Phone for the necessary Exam.
vfguenley
Nov 21 2004, 08:50 AM
On one hand, I saw a news report some months ago saying that the military was trying to deal with PTSD while these people are still in the field. On the other hand, I’ve read that the VA is assuming the same posture it maintained from the mid seventies through the mid nineties, deny, deny, deny.
Smartcor
Nov 21 2004, 09:56 AM
I was on a trip home last Thursday evening and changed planes in Atlanta. On my flight to Boston, there was a Chaplain for the Air Force who was coming to Boston to give a talk. He was from a red state. I asked him about what the military is doing to deal with PTSD and all the trauma that is experienced as a result of the Iraq war. The chaplain knew that I am a psychologist. He told me that they are very aware of this problem, that the troops have access to their chaplains, to counselors and therapists as needed. I mentioned to him that I still have patients from the Vietnam War who are suffering. He said that back then the military was not as aware of the problem as they are now.
In my research I know that the awareness was there, that some of these studies had already been published but the government minimized the seroiusness of the issue. He made it sound as if these affected troops will be okay, yet I felt uneasy and was not convinced by him. His wife or companion was reading Karen Hughes book and seemed thrilled with her.
Marine
Nov 26 2004, 08:45 AM
QUOTE(UnionMaid1377 @ Nov 25 2004, 07:12 PM)
I concur. I keep thinking about Timothy McVeigh. Gulf War vet. Gotta wonder why they executed him instead of figuring out what went wrong...
I think he was executed for murdering several hundred inocent people.
The only thing I regret about executing Timothy McVeigh was it shut his mouth and kept us from finding out who all helped him commit this heinous act.
Gabrielle
Nov 26 2004, 09:13 AM
QUOTE(daisygldn @ Nov 10 2004, 10:18 PM)
Tell them to apply at the closest VA hospital. I believe that PTSD is receiving a 10% disability currently and that is enough to get meds and treatment for as long as is needed, but it is imperative that they be diagnosed by a VA Doctor in the Comp and Pen Clinic so they can get proper compensation and treatment. They can apply in Person, Online or by Phone for the necessary Exam.
I believe patients with PTSD can receive 100% disability for their PTSD symptoms. I have seen many patients at the VA who were on 100% disability. I'm not sure if this was all from PTSD, but I think it was. Here is the national center for PTSD treatment - a VA program.
http://www.ncptsd.org/ It is important, IMHO, for these men and women to be seen at the national centers who specialize in PTSD treatment.
UnionMaid1377
Nov 26 2004, 05:08 PM
QUOTE(Marine @ Nov 26 2004, 08:45 AM)
I think he was executed for murdering several hundred inocent people.
The only thing I regret about executing Timothy McVeigh was it shut his mouth and kept us from finding out who all helped him commit this heinous act.
If his abberant thinking was PTSD we should have been studying how this happened...the "who" is important, but I think the "why" would be more telling and useful so that it never happens again. I don't think Mcveigh work up one morning and said he'd like to blow up a building in OKC. It happened for a reason. Might have been McVeigh's reason, but we should have found out what exactly that was so it never happened again.
I live with a vet with PTSD. I have no idea what's going on in his head sometimes.
Most of the time he's ok, but sometimes...well, it's not pleasant and its very scary.
Fortunately, he's not very political, but recently he's wondering why he gave up 22 years of his life to the USN. I know this: they either turn the rage inward, or outward if they don't get help.
I respect anyone who serves their country and they deserve better than what we give them. Thank you!
Marine
Nov 26 2004, 07:30 PM
QUOTE(UnionMaid1377 @ Nov 26 2004, 05:08 PM)
If his abberant thinking was PTSD we should have been studying how this happened...the "who" is important, but I think the "why" would be more telling and useful so that it never happens again. I don't think Mcveigh work up one morning and said he'd like to blow up a building in OKC. It happened for a reason. Might have been McVeigh's reason, but we should have found out what exactly that was so it never happened again.
I live with a vet with PTSD. I have no idea what's going on in his head sometimes.
Most of the time he's ok, but sometimes...well, it's not pleasant and its very scary.
Fortunately, he's not very political, but recently he's wondering why he gave up 22 years of his life to the USN. I know this: they either turn the rage inward, or outward if they don't get help.
I respect anyone who serves their country and they deserve better than what we give them. Thank you!
I believe the most widely accepted explaination for the OKC bombing was revenge for the Branch Davidians compound burning down and the Ruby Ridge shootout.
Do I think the US Government infringed upon the rights of the Branch Davidians? Yes, I think the ATF tried a publicity stunt to make them selves look good and they screwed up big time.
Do I think the Federal Government exceeded it's authority by putting shoot on site orders on Randy Weaver and his family? Yes, I think someone at the FBI unlawfully approved the murder of American citizens.
Do I think Timothy McVeigh was justified in taking revenge on the Federal government by murdering a couple of hundred innocent men, women, and little children? HELL NO.
McVeigh's prior military service factored significantly less in his decision to blow up the Federal building than his current involvement with militias and neo-nazis.
Moltar
Nov 27 2004, 03:50 PM
I've had PTSD for 9 years. I've largely gone through my rage phase, but came near to taking a guy apart after he ran a red light and almost killed me. (He's OK.)
You can and do need to help yourself. I discovered a really good book, by a lady called Aphrodite Matsakis: I Can't Get Over It. She's been involved in PTSD treatment for Vietnam vets for years, and also treats many other varieties of PTSD at a clinic in Maryland. This book helped me a lot, and cost less than $20.
I don't know her personally, and don't make any money for referring her. If you do a Google search, you'll see she's done a lot of other books as well.
Because PTSD kind of wells up inside you and springs out, you can get the feeling that it's uncontrollable. Being active in fighting it is very important. You can also learn the things you can and can't control. For instance, I now know I'll never stop seeing those pictures in my head, but I can put them in the background and get on with life. Helping people with PTSD find resources is the best thing you can do for them.
VIETNAMVET
Dec 4 2004, 12:51 PM
QUOTE(The_Bammo @ Nov 11 2004, 11:41 AM)
These G.I.'S are fighting Urban warfare- "AROUND A LOT OF PEOPLE" - and when their PTSD kicks in "Full Throttle" - the Towns and cities of this land better take cover and fast. This is not going to be a pretty site, believe this.
Roger that ... I was thinking just the same thing. These guys are going to freak over being in towns and around Middle Eastern people.
And, exactly as you put it, it isn't going to be a pretty site!
BTW Bammo ... WELCOME HOME ... I did my tour as a Rifle Platoon Leader with:
1/61st INFANTRY (Mech), 5th INFANTRY DIVISION
I Corps, (DMZ, Quang Tri, Khe Sanh, Con Thien, Cua Viet etc)
Vietnam 1969-70
VIETNAMVET
Dec 5 2004, 06:59 PM
QUOTE(The_Bammo @ Dec 4 2004, 03:24 PM)
"COMBAT" troops not "REMF'S"
I used to give the REMF's hell ... but now any and every REMF has more respect in my eyes than that wanna-be puke that was prancing around on that aircraft carrier in a flight suit quacking "mission accomplished"
BTW, that's the same puke that a few months later said "Bring em on" from the secure safety of the White House.
The_Bammo
Dec 18 2004, 12:50 PM
Combat Stress Control Units??? Every war produces its medical signature, said Dr. Kenneth Craig Hyams, a former Navy physician now at the Department of Veterans Affairs. Soldiers came back from the Civil War with ``irritable heart.'' In World War I there was ``shell shock.'' World War II vets had ``battle fatigue.'' The troubles of Vietnam veterans led to the codification of post-traumatic stress disorder.
In combat, the fight-or-flight reflex floods the body with adrenaline, permitting impressive feats of speed and endurance. But after spending weeks or months in this altered state, some soldiers cannot adjust to a peaceful setting. Like Brown, for whom a visit to a crowded bank at lunch became an ordeal, they display what doctors call ``hypervigilance.'' They sit in restaurants with their backs to a wall; a car's backfire can transport them back to Baghdad.
To prevent such damage, the Army has deployed ``combat stress control units'' in Iraq to provide treatment quickly to soldiers suffering from emotional overload, keeping them close to the healing camaraderie of their unit.
``We've found through long experience that this is best treated with sleep, rest, food, showers and a clean uniform, if that is possible,'' says Dr. Thomas J. Burke, an Army psychiatrist who oversees mental health policy at the Department of Defense. ``If they get counseling to tell them they are not crazy, they will often get better rapidly.''
To detect signs of trouble, the Department of Defense gives soldiers pre-deployment and post-deployment health questionnaires. Seven of 17 questions to soldiers leaving Iraq seek signs of depression, anxiety and post-traumatic stress disorder.
But some reports suggest that such well-intentioned policies falter in the field. During his time as a platoon leader in Iraq, Rieckhoff said, he never saw a combat stress control unit. ``I never heard of them until I came back,'' he said.
And thehealth screens have run up against an old enemy of military medicine: soldiers who cover up their symptoms. In July 2003, as Jeffrey Lucey, a Marine reservist from Belchertown, Mass., prepared to leave Iraq after six months as a truck driver, he at first intended to report traumatic memories of seeing corpses, his parents, Kevin and Joyce Lucey, said. But when a supervisor suggested that such candor might delay his return home, Lucey played down his problems.
At home, he spiraled downhill, haunted by what he had seen and began to have delusions about having killed unarmed Iraqis. In June, at 23, he hanged himself with a hose in the basement of the family home.
``Other Marines have verified to us that it is a subtle understanding which exists that if you want to go home you do not report any problems,'' Lucey's parents wrote in an e-mail message. ``Jeff's perception, which is shared by others, is that to seek help is to admit that you are weak.''
Kilpatrick, of the Pentagon, acknowledges the problem, saying that National Guardsmen and Reservists in particular have shown an ``abysmal'' level of candor in the screenings. ``We still have a long ways to go,'' he said. ``The warrior ethos is that there are no imperfections.''
ARMYDAD
Dec 18 2004, 07:57 PM
YO BAMMO-BRO,
ONE OF YOUR POSTS IS MAKING THE ROUNDS OF VIETNAM VETERANS OF AMERICAN HERE IN OHIO MAN.
THIS WAS SENT TO ME BY THE BUCKEYE STATE COUNCIL OF VVA
NOW IF ONLY THEY CAN KNOCK SOME SENSE IN THE HEADS OF THE LAME BRAINS THAT VOTED FOR THE SHRUB WE MIGHT GET THIS HERE "MISTAKE" OVER WITH.
ARMYDAD
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Subject: Fwd: A Flood of Troubled Soldiers Is in the Offing, Experts Predict - NY Times
If you read nothing else today please take a moment to read what is below, then ask yourself do we want this generation of Veterans to be treated better or worse than we the Vietnam Era Veterans have been treated?
Paul Sutton wrote:
From: "Paul Sutton"
To: ssgtusmc6169
Subject: A Flood of Troubled Soldiers Is in the Offing, Experts Predict - NY Times
Date: Thu, 16 Dec 2004 13:06:53 -0500
Shades of Vietnam. Only difference - these vets won't have to fight for 10
years to get their PTSD recognized by the American Psychaitric Association.
Paul Sutton
"The Land of the Free, Because of the Brave!"
A Flood of Troubled Soldiers Is in the Offing, Experts Predict
By SCOTT SHANE
WASHINGTON, Dec. 15 - The nation's hard-pressed health care system for
Veterans is facing a potential deluge of tens of thousands of Soldiers
returning from Iraq with serious mental health problems brought on by the
stress and carnage of war, Veterans' Advocates and Military Doctors say.
An Army study shows that about one in six Soldiers in Iraq report symptoms
of major depression, serious anxiety or post-traumatic stress disorder, a
proportion that some experts believe could eventually climb to one in three,
the rate ultimately found in Vietnam veterans. Because about one million
American troops have served so far in the conflicts in Iraq and Afghanistan,
according to Pentagon figures, some experts predict that the number
eventually requiring mental health treatment could exceed 100,000.
"There's a train coming that's packed with people who are going to need help
for the next 35 years," said Stephen L. Robinson, a 20-year Army Veteran who
is now the executive director of the National Gulf War Resource Center, an
advocacy group. Mr. Robinson wrote a report in September on the psychological toll of the war for the Center for American Progress, a Washington research group.
"I have a very strong sense that the mental health consequences are going to
be the medical story of this war," said Dr. Stephen C. Joseph, who served as
the assistant secretary of defense for health affairs from 1994 to 1997.
What was planned as a short and decisive intervention in Iraq has become a
grueling counterinsurgency that has put American troops into sustained
close-quarters combat on a scale not seen since the Vietnam War.
Psychiatrists say the kind of fighting seen in the recent retaking of
Falluja - spooky urban settings with unlimited hiding places; the
impossibility of telling Iraqi friend from Iraqi foe; the knowledge that
every stretch of road may conceal an explosive device - is tailored to
produce the adrenaline-gone-haywire reactions that leave lasting emotional
scars.
And in no recent conflict have so many Soldiers faced such uncertainty about
how long they will be deployed. Veterans say the repeated extensions of duty
in Iraq are emotionally battering, even for the most stoical of warriors.
Military and Department of Veterans Affairs officials say most military
personnel will survive the war without serious mental issues and note that
the one million troops include many who have not participated in ground
combat, including Sailors on ships. By comparison with Troops in Vietnam,
the officials said, Soldiers in Iraq get far more mental health support and
are likely to return to a more understanding public.
But the duration and intensity of the war have doctors at veterans hospitals
across the country worried about the coming caseload.
"We're seeing an increasing number of guys with classic post-traumatic
stress symptoms," said Dr. Evan Kanter, a psychiatrist at the Puget Sound
Veterans hospital in Seattle. "We're all anxiously waiting for a flood that
we expect is coming. And I feel stretched right now."
A September report by the Government Accountability Office found that
officials at six of seven Veterans Affairs medical facilities surveyed said
they "may not be able to meet" increased demand for treatment of
post-traumatic stress disorder. Officers who served in Iraq say the
unrelenting tension of the counterinsurgency will produce that demand.
"In the urban terrain, the enemy is everywhere, across the street, in that
window, up that alley," said Paul Rieckhoff, who served as a platoon leader
with the Florida Army National Guard for 10 months, going on hundreds of
combat patrols around Baghdad. "It's a fishbowl. You never feel safe. You
never relax."
In his platoon of 38 people, 8 were divorced while in Iraq or since they
returned in February, Mr. Rieckhoff said. One man in his 120-person company
killed himself after coming home.
"Too many guys are drinking," said Mr. Rieckhoff, who started the group
Operation Truth to support the troops. "A lot have a hard time finding a
job. I think the system is vastly under-prepared for the flood of mental
health problems."
Capt. Tim Wilson, an Army chaplain serving outside Mosul, said he counseled
8 to 10 soldiers a week for combat stress. Captain Wilson said he was
impressed with the resilience of his 700-strong battalion but added that
fierce battles have produced turbulent emotions.
"There are usually two things they are dealing with," said Captain Wilson, a
Southern Baptist from South Carolina. "Either being shot at and not wanting
to get shot at again, or after shooting someone, asking, 'Did I commit
murder?' or 'Is God going to forgive me?' or 'How am I going to be when I
get home?' "
When all goes as it should, the life-saving medical services available to
combat units like Captain Wilson's may actually swell the ranks of
psychological casualties. Of wounded soldiers who are alive when medics
arrive, 98 percent now survive, said Dr. Michael E. Kilpatrick, the
Pentagon's deputy director of deployment health support. But they must come
to terms not only with emotional scars but the literal scars of amputated
limbs and disfiguring injuries.
Through the end of September, the Army had evacuated 885 troops from Iraq
for psychiatric reasons, including some who had threatened or tried suicide.
But those are only the most extreme cases. Often, the symptoms of
post-traumatic stress disorder do not emerge until months after discharge.
"During the war, they don't have the leisure to focus on how they're
feeling," said Sonja Batten, a psychologist at the Baltimore Veterans
hospital. "It's when they get back and find that their relationships are
suffering and they can't hold down a job that they realize they have a
problem."
Robert E. Brown was proud to be in the first wave of Marines invading Iraq
last year. But Mr. Brown has also found himself in the first ranks of
returning Soldiers to be unhinged by what they experienced.
He served for six months as a Marine chaplain's assistant, counseling
wounded soldiers, organizing makeshift memorial services and filling in on
raids. He knew he was in trouble by the time he was on a ship home, when the
sound of a hatch slamming would send him diving to the floor.
After he came home, he began drinking heavily and saw his marriage fall
apart, Mr. Brown said. He was discharged and returned to his hometown, Peru,
Ind., where he slept for two weeks in his Ford Explorer, surrounded by
mementos of the war.
"I just couldn't stand to be with anybody," said Mr. Brown, 35, sitting at his father's kitchen table.
Dr. Batten started him on the road to recovery by giving his torment a name,
an explanation and a treatment plan. But 18 months after leaving Iraq, he
takes medication for depression and anxiety and returns in dreams to the
horrors of his war nearly every night.
The scenes repeat in ghastly alternation, he says: the Iraqi girl, 3 or 4
years old, her skull torn open by a stray round; the Kuwaiti man imprisoned
for 13 years by Saddam Hussein, cowering in madness and covered in waste;
the young American soldier, desperate to escape the fighting, who sat in the
latrine and fired his M-16 through his arm; the Iraqi missile speeding in as
troops scramble in the dark for cover.
"That's the one that just stops my heart," said Mr. Brown. "I'm in my rack
sleeping and there's a school bus full of explosives coming down at me and
there's nowhere to go."
Such costs of war, personal and financial, are not revealed by official
casualty counts. "People see the figure of 1,200 dead," said Dr. Kanter, of
Seattle, referring to the number of Americans killed in Iraq. "Much more
rarely do they see the number of seriously wounded. And almost never do they
hear anything at all about the psychiatric casualties."
As of Wednesday 5,229 Americans have been seriously wounded in Iraq. Through
July, nearly 31,000 Veterans of Operation Iraqi Freedom had applied for
disability benefits for injuries or psychological ailments, according to the
Department Veterans Affairs.
Every war produces its medical signature, said Dr. Kenneth Craig Hyams, a
former Navy physician now at the Department of Veterans Affairs. Soldiers
came back from the Civil War with "irritable heart." In World War I there
was "shell shock." World War II Vets had "battle fatigue." The troubles of
Vietnam veterans led to the codification of post-traumatic stress disorder.
In combat, the fight-or-flight reflex floods the body with adrenaline,
permitting impressive feats of speed and endurance. But after spending weeks
or months in this altered state, some soldiers cannot adjust to a peaceful
setting. Like Mr. Brown, for whom a visit to a crowded bank at lunch became
an ordeal, they display what doctors call "hypervigilance." They sit in
restaurants with their backs to a wall; a car's backfire can transport them
back to Baghdad.
To prevent such damage, the Army has deployed "combat stress control units"
in Iraq to provide treatment quickly to soldiers suffering from emotional
overload, keeping them close to the healing camaraderie of their unit.
"We've found through long experience that this is best treated with sleep,
rest, food, showers and a clean uniform, if that is possible," said Dr.
Thomas J. Burke, an Army psychiatrist who oversees mental health policy at
the Department of Defense. "If they get counseling to tell them they are not
crazy, they will often get better rapidly."
To detect signs of trouble, the Department of Defense gives soldiers
pre-deployment and post-deployment health questionnaires. Seven of 17
questions to Soldiers leaving Iraq seek signs of depression, anxiety and
post-traumatic stress disorder.
But some reports suggest that such well-intentioned policies falter in the
field. During his time as a platoon leader in Iraq, Mr. Rieckhoff said, he
never saw a combat stress control unit. "I never heard of them until I came
back," he said.
And the health screens have run up against an old enemy of military
medicine: soldiers who cover up their symptoms. In July 2003, as Jeffrey
Lucey, a Marine reservist from Belchertown, Mass., prepared to leave Iraq
after six months as a truck driver, he at first intended to report traumatic
memories of seeing corpses, his parents, Kevin and Joyce Lucey, said. But
when a supervisor suggested that such candor might delay his return home,
Mr. Lucey played down his problems.
At home, he spiraled downhill, haunted by what he had seen and began to have
delusions about having killed unarmed Iraqis. In June, at 23, he hanged
himself with a hose in the basement of the family home.
"Other marines have verified to us that it is a subtle understanding which
exists that if you want to go home you do not report any problems," Mr.
Lucey's parents wrote in an e-mail message. "Jeff's perception, which is
shared by others, is that to seek help is to admit that you are weak."
REMEMBER THAT WITH THE PENTAGON HAVING RECRUITMENT PROBLEMS, ESPECIALLY IN THE NATIONAL GUARD AND RESERVES, AND THE MARINES DO HAVE A RESERVE FORCE, JUST LIKE VIETNAM = THE MEDICAL OBJECTIVE IS TO RETURN THE MARINE OR SOLDIER TO "COMBAT" = PERIOD! THAT PLUS "COST" OF PAYING BENEFITS WAS THE DRIVING FORCE OF THE NIXON ADMINISTRATION AND REPUBLICANS IN CONGRESS DURING VIETNAM OPPOSING RECOGNITION OF PTSD. IT COULD GIVE TROOPS THE EXCUSE THEY NEEDED TO GET OUT OF COMBAT DUTY ONCE THEY HAD MORE THAN THEY COULD PSYCHOLOGICALLY TAKE. ARMYDAD. YEP = IT IS SURELY TIME FOR "THE DRAFT" TO INCLUDE DRAFTING YOUNG REPUBLICANS FROM OUR COLLEGES AND UNIVERSITIES.
Dr. Kilpatrick, of the Pentagon, acknowledges the problem, saying that
National Guardsmen and Reservists in particular have shown an "abysmal"
level of candor in the screenings. "We still have a long ways to go," he
said. "The warrior ethos is that there are no imperfections."
Richard A. Oppel Jr. contributed reporting from Baghdad for this article.
Copyright 2004 The New York Times Company
Respectfully,
Joseph A. Jennings III
Exec. Dir.
VVA "BUCKEYE" State Council
"For those that have fought for it, ' FREEDOM ' has a flavor the protected will never know"
The_Bammo
Dec 20 2004, 02:35 PM
ARMYDAD Agree with you top shelf Bro' - for sure! Time to get some of those "CHICKENHAWK" and Fortunate sons and daugters in this here "SHRUB WAR" and lets see them talk their tough azz jive then Bro'! It will be a big time different story then, won't it ARMYDAD. LOL Send those CHICKENHAWK and fortunate sons kiddies right on up to the front lines to be the cannon fodder of the "SHRUB" ! I bet then, this country of sheople would wake the he_l up and smell the stence that is present Bro' !
MRFranks
Jan 5 2005, 09:58 PM
YES! The Army was well aware of the psycholgical effects of sustained combat on our VN Vets, but did not provide the "decompression" that WW2 Vets had when they returned home. Many of them served out 4 to 6 months in Europe or Pacific Theaters after combat operations ceased, and then returned home on slow moving troop ships.
When we returned, many of us had just spent two days at MACV Hq in Saigon, or Long Binh, with a 14 hour plane flight home. Some of those guys were in firefights just hours before standing down. NO DECOMPRESSION--just right onto our home streets, and totally F****D UP!
When I returned home on July 2d, 1968, my best buddy set me up with one fine lady (whose dad was a Navy Cmdr). On our first date, I was soooo hypervigilant! On our second date, which happened to be Independence Day, I was driving around waiting for the magic hour for our date when firecracker flashes and pops sent me diving for cover across the street from my car. When I realized where I was, and all of the people who stopped to watch me disintegrate came over to check on me, I forgot about the date and went back to my parent's house. Not only had I forgotten about that date, but the big beach party we had planned for the following weekend. She accused me of standing her up, and refused to go to the beach party with me. I could never understand why she said that. (I didn't attend the beach party. Rather, I stayed home the next 30 days before driving to my next duty assignment. Four months later, I was back in VN--and in my mind the safety of a known reality.) Fifteen years later, while attending vet counselling, that Independence Day evening came back to me like a load of scat.
Read my other posts in this forum regarding my 36 year run with PTSD!
vfguenley
Jan 6 2005, 11:04 AM
Again, right on BAMMO,
I have to listen to BAMMO, he might be the only one here who really understands what I’m about to say.
I’m having trouble responding to these posts, the VA changed my meds, all I can do lately is sh-t red white and blue.